- Roman life was "lived in daylight hours," because there were no public streetlights. People needed to carry torches to get around the city. This can't be unique at all, but is a fact about premodern life that really colors my entire perspective.
- Cicero had a career as a very successful "advocate" (read: lawyer), who would have been crushed by any judge following the Federal Rules of Evidence in 2026. The stuff he was saying in court was waaaaayyyy out of order by modern standards. But it was a different time, and so he could tell the jurors that if they voted to convict, then everyone would know that they must have been bribed.
- The Senate would sit to hear trials in Republican Rome, which was actually still going on in the American colonies in the 1700s, when the legislatures of the colonies would handle judicial business like King Henry VII in the Star Chamber centuries before.
- Ancient Roman texts are written without differentiation into capital and lowercase letters, without spaces between words, without paragraphs, and without punctuation. Absolute madness.
- Cicero's first wife, Terentia, lived to be 103 years old.
Monday, July 27, 2026
Cicero: The Life and Times of Rome's Greatest Politician
Saturday, July 18, 2026
Expecting Better: Why the Conventional Pregnancy Wisdom is Wrong - and What You Really Need to Know by Emily Oster
Expecting Better was a great book highly recommended by multiple friends that I read to learn more about pregnancy (since my wife is pregnant). Most of the book is about researching the facts about pregnancy to find out how pregnant women can best assess risk without resorting to hard rules. Emily Oster is a really valuable writer because she is a trained economist who has applied her economics background to pregnancy and parenting. I previously read Cribsheet, but didn't do much of a reflection on it--it's crazy to think I read it seven years ago!
Oster is very nonjudgmental, which is really good since pregnant women are faced with tons of judgments about their decisions to have a glass of wine, rest, exercise, you name it. So the book is filled with tons of things like her analysis of drinking coffee, which basically shows that there is really no clear evidence of any effect of caffeine intake on pregnancy health for mother or child. It is likely difficult to conduct studies because nausea during pregnancy is correlated with a low rate of miscarriage, and nauseous women usually don't crave coffee. But the hard rule of 200mg of coffee a day doesn't seem necessary. With alcohol, it appears that the real factor is speed of drinking that overwhelms the liver. Seven drinks a week may actually be safe as long as they're spread out--drinking a glass of wine slowly is unlikely to have any effects on the baby. Problems only arise when significant amounts of alcohol get into fetal tissues, but after mom's metabolization of the alcohol, that's usually not happening if it's just a little. She also does a really good analysis of raw fish: eating raw fish may make pregnant women sick, and it's worse to be sick when pregnant. But the real risk is mercury, which requires that women know the mercury levels of fish they are eating and reduce exposure by eating less fish with high mercury levels, but doesn't require full abstinence to stay safe. In fact, the mercury levels of many fish may reduce baby's IQ, but the omega-3s they have may increase IQ, so who knows?
Miscellaneous Facts:
- During the first half of a woman's cycle, her body temperature is below 98 degrees, then, the day after ovulation, it increases by about half a degree or more.
- Almost 90% of women have nausea during pregnancy, usually peaking between 8 or 9 weeks and falling off after. 50% of women report vomiting at some point in weeks 5 to 8 of pregnancy, but less than 15 to 20 percent by 17 weeks. At the worst point in pregnancy, 13% of women report throwing up 3 or more times a day.
- Airplane travel is unlikely to create enough radiation exposure to be a danger. It takes three round trip flights from New York to Tokyo to reach 1% of the level at which there is a demonstrated risk of birth defects or miscarriage. This can be relevant for women who work on airplanes, but not for the most frequent of frequent flyers.
- Kegels during pregnancy are highly effective at reducing urinary incontinence post-partum. Randomly assigned women who did 3 sets of 8 kegels twice a day for 6 seconds each had significantly lower urinary incontinence before and after delivery. Prenatal yoga also had beneficial effects, but not nearly as significant.
- Lying flat seems to have no effect on fetal health unless it makes the mother uncomfortable. Otherwise, there don't seem to be significant effects from sleeping position. The mother's discomfort may be a sign of blood flow constriction. A small minority of women feel faint from lying flat, but those who don't feel faint experience no negative effects that have been observed.
- Queen Victoria was one of the first women to use anesthesia during childbirth--inhaled chloroform for her seventh child. In the 20th century, women were sometimes given a combination of morphine and scopolamine that put them in "twilight sleep," where they experienced some pain, but forgot it. In the turn of the century, doctors administered cocaine to women in childbirth.
- Epidurals were used in two-thirds of births in the United States in 2008, although they often require use of more instruments due to the fact that epidurals make pushing harder. This can cause more tearing.
- Women who were randomly assigned a doula were half as likely to have a C-section and less likely to use an epidural.
- Eating and drinking during labor is usually prohibited, but probably doesn't need to be. The prohibition came from a time when women were put under full anesthesia, and the prohibition on eating was to avoid them throwing up during surgery and choking to death without anyone noticing. This was rare even in that situation, and today, thanks to epidurals, even less frequent. However, most women aren't hungry during the later stages of labor anyway, but if they are, they probably shouldn't be stopped from eating. Clear juices and Gatorade are a decent compromise.
Monday, July 13, 2026
Hunt, Gather, Parent: What Ancient Cultures Can Teach Us About the Lost Art of Raising Happy, Helpful Little Humans by Michaeleen Doucleff
Hunt, Gather, Parent was a really cool parenting meets anthropology book. I would not call it a parenting guide by any means, although chapters end with bulleted lists of techniques. But it is an entertaining read of different parenting styles across the world in hunter-gatherer societies compared with our more Western ways of parenting. A good recommendation from my wife, who I already discussed this book with, so I don't have a lot of motivation to write it all down here.
A lot of the advice in the book boils down to regulating parent and child emotions. She recommends that parents do things with their kids, but not for their kids--so no activities that are fun only for the kids. Instead, kids become part of the family by doing things with parents. This is especially useful when kids learn to do chores, or at least watch parents do chores. That way, they expect chores to be a part of their lives, and the parents and children are sort of on the same schedule having done the chores together and then being ready to rest together. Other themes of the book are about giving kids more autonomy, and really picking battles whenever possible. Parents shouldn't argue with children, and lessons are best learned after emotions are passed, and at a lower volume. All in all, a cool book, and I'm jealous of this mom and daughter who got to travel the world together to do the research for it.
Sunday, July 12, 2026
Lonesome Dove by Larry McMurtry
What. A. Book! Lonesome Dove is an absolute epic, and reading it right after Moby Dick makes it feel like an amazing foil to Moby Dick. But on its own merits, Lonesome Dove is this incredible collection of events on a big cattle drive from Texas to Montana, and I definitely want to watch the miniseries, which is apparently amazing as well.
I couldn't stop thinking about the Moby Dick comparison. The two books are both set around the same period, just a few decades apart in the mid-19th century. Both of them are stories of men going on a journey, but one is on land, and another is at sea. In Moby Dick, everything builds towards an absolutely massive climax, but in Lonesome Dove, the feeling you're left with over and over is anti-climax. Almost no one achieves their goals in Lonesome Dove. Almost everyone dies. The language is also very different in each book. Moby Dick is highly stylized and rich language, while Lonesome Dove is bare bones, especially in dialogue. McMurtry likes to go one for paragraphs or pages about a character's internal thoughts, but then make their dialogue almost nothing. Lonesome Dove is filled with characters not telling each other how they feel or what they think. But the characters are similar to Moby Dick in that they are all on the frontier, having few opportunities for good conversation.
The best character in Lonesome Dove is The West. The West is like The Whale in Moby Dick, except no one can be mad at The West since none of the cowboys are as insane as Ahab. Except that in Lonesome Dove, by the end of the book, Call can't stop going north, getting a little hint of the madness that struck Ahab from the beginning. There are all these confrontations with nature itself in lightning storms, sand storms, flooding rivers, thirst, etc. Then you have all these intermittent confrontations with other men in the west, a lot like in Cormac McCarthy's books.
In sum, this book was excellent, one of the best I've read in a very long time.
Monday, July 6, 2026
Little Women by Louisa May Alcott
Little Women is a classic and I’m so glad I read it after being introduced by my wife to the newer movie by Greta Gerwig. I love that movie and I came away appreciating it way more after reading the book. The book is fantastic and I really appreciated how well the movie updated it and reinterpreted it for a modern audience. The original book is very old fashioned in a lot of ways, and it was interesting to think about how Gerwig changed the timeline and a little bit of the tone. I think she did especially well with Amy’s character. I was surprised that this monologue wasn’t in the book:
“Well, I’m not a poet. I’m just a woman. And as a woman, there’s no way for me to make my own money. Not enough to earn a living or to support my family. And if I had my own money, which I don’t, that money would belong to my husband the moment we got married. And if we had children, they would be his, not mine. They would be his property. So don’t sit there and tell me that marriage isn’t an economic proposition because it is. It may not be for you, but it most certainly is for me.”
In the book, the conversation with Amy and Laurie in Nice plays out a little differently, and Gerwig is really inserting the opposite of what Marmee teaches in the book- life isn’t as simple as just being virtuous all the time. Marmee is always giving the best advice and teaching the girls, but in Gerwig’s movie, she’s a little deemphasized and the problems they face are a little more morally complicated.
Little Women is also very funny, and has a great narrator. I loved this line:
“There are many Beths in the world, shy and quiet, sitting in corners till needed, and living for others so cheerfully that no one sees the sacrifices till the little cricket on the hearth stops chirping, and the sweet, sunshiny presence vanishes, leaving silence and shadow behind.
If anybody asked Amy what the greatest trial of her life was, she would have answered at once, ‘My nose.’”
I like that Jo isn’t so much the heroine and Amy not so villainized in the book as in the movie. In the movie Amy isn’t necessarily the “bad guy” but it has you rooting a lot more for Jo than for her in order to build up her redemption in the end. I didn’t feel that way in the book. For example, in the book, it was Jo’s fault she didn’t get invited to France, since she went on a diatribe in front of Aunt March about not needing anything from anyone. I don’t remember that in the movie.
There’s also an interesting Germanophile streak in the book. Louisa May Alcott makes all these references to Goethe and Germany and Germans, and that got left out of the movie. I’ll stop here, I don’t have the time to write this post anymore.
Saturday, June 6, 2026
The Book of Czestochowa edited by M. Szucman (and a committee)
This is another yizkor book made up of a compilation of individual survivors' recollections of their time in Czestochowa before and after the war. I found it thanks to the World Society of Czestochowa Jews, which maintains incredible resources on the Jewish community that existed there. A concept that this book introduced me to, although I haven't confirmed it's truth, is that Czestochowa was the "last remaining large Jewish community in Poland." Natan Eck, who wrote one of the longer chapters in the book, recalls saying that to other Jews after a meeting of the Judenrat to discuss the possibility of mass exterminations, in which most couldn't believe what was going on. In a similar vein regarding the uniqueness of Czestochowa, Aron Gelbard recalls that proportionately, more people from Czestochowa transports survived than from other cities, due to a high requirement of laborers.
The strength of the book is obviously its personal stories. Szlojme Waga, who wrote another yizkor book, tells the story of a local man whose daughter had married a German and lived in Berlin. That daughter had written a letter home to her parents in Czestochowa advising them to commit suicide and naming the drugs they should take. The letter was warped from her tears, and she described how committing suicide would ensure that they would have graves for some survivor to visit after the war. Apparently the letter was shared widely and contributed to a sense of panic in the ghetto. In another story recounted by Szlojme Waga, he met the former city Chazan (cantor), who bitterly told him, "I have become a bachelor," because his wife and seven children were all deported. His beard was shaved off and he was thin. He suddenly straightened up and his face reddened, and he yelled, "The murderers! They've made me young! Turned me into a bachelor! Annihilated my seven children! Murdered my wife!" The same Aron Gelbard above recalled how he worked at Treblinka for 19 days, and in that time, would help throw naked people into piles of baggage, and then secretly pull them out later and give them clothes to escape. Unfortunately, some of the people they threw in didn't understand what they meant by doing so, and jumped back up and continued running.
I always hope to find some mention of my family in these yizkor books, but nothing found in this one. What is interesting is the addresses. Like ul. Nadrzeczna 71, the home of the kibbutz that resisted the Nazis (although I also see reference to a kibbutz at Garncarska 72). At ul. Nadrzeczna 66, there was another house of resistance, known as the "66 Group." In December 1942, Mojtek Ziberberg started to try to unify these groups into one resistance. He would be killed in the uprising and ghetto liquidation on June 25th, 1943. I think I will try to put together a little map of the relevant addresses of the resistance.
Tuesday, May 26, 2026
Moby Dick or, The Whale by Herman Melville
Queequeg was a native of Kokovoko, an island far away to the West and South. It is not down in any map, true places never are.
I just like that line. The next multi-paragraph passage is just a really funny bit on how kings and queens are anointed with whale oil.
It is well known that at the coronation of kings and queens, even modern ones, a certain curious process of seasoning them for their functions is gone through. There is a saltcellar of state, so called, and there may be a caster of state. How they use the salt, precisely--who knows? Certain I am, however, that a king's head is solemnly oiled at his coronation, even as a head of salad. Can it be, though, that they anoint it with a view of making its interior run well, as they anoint machinery? Much might be ruminated here, concerning the essential dignity of this regal process, because in common life, we esteem but meanly and contemptibly a fellow who anoints his hair, and palpably smells of that anointing. In truth, a mature man who uses hair-oil, unless medicinally, that man has probably got a quoggy spot in him somewhere. As a general rule, he can't amount to much in his totality.
But the only thing to be considered here, is this--what kind of oil is used at coronations? Certainly it cannot be olive oil, not macassar oil, nor castor oil, not bear's oil, nor train oil, nor codliver oil. What then can it possibly be, but sperm oil in its unmanufactured, unpolluted state, the sweetest of all oils?
Think of that, ye loyal Britons! we whalemen supply your kings and queens with coronation stuff!
Melville is so funny for dedicating these little chapters to asides like that. That was almost the entire chapter above, and it was just to make a point about how valuable and important whale oil is/was! Here's another:
As the three boats lay there on that gently rolling sea, gazing down into its eternal blue noon; and as not a single groan or cry of any sort, nay, not so much as a ripple or a bubble came up from its depths; what landsman would have thought, that beneath all that silence and placidity, the utmost monster of the seas was writhing and wrenching in agony! Not eight inches of perpendicular rope were visible at the bows. Seems it credible that by three such thin threads the great Leviathan was suspended like the big weight to an eight day clock. Suspended? and to what? To three bits of board. It this the creature of whom it was once so triumphantly said--"Canst thou fill his skin with barbed irons? or his head with fish spears? The sword of him that layeth at him cannot hold, the spear, the dart, nor the habergeon: he esteemeth iron as straw; the arrow cannot make him flee; darts are counted as stubble; he laugheth at the shaking of a spear!" This the creature? this he? Oh! that unfulfilments should follow the prophets. For with the strength of a thousand thighs in his tail, Leviathan had run his head under the mountains of the sea, to hide him from the Pequod's fish-spears!
In that sloping afternoon sunlight, the shadows that the three boats sent down beneath the surface, must have been long enough and broad enough the shade half Xerxes' army. Who can tell how appalling to the wounded whale must have been such huge phantoms flitting over his head!
Here's another one:
Top-heavy was the ship as a dinnerless student with all Aristotle in his head.
And another:
The ship tore on; leaving such a furrow in the sea as when a cannon-ball, missent, becomes a ploughshare and turns up the level field.
You see what he did there with cannonballs into ploughshares like swords into ploughshares? This guy can write! And I love the image of Ahab's death, in the final chapter of the book:
The harpoon was darted; the stricken whale flew forward; with igniting velocity the line ran through the groove;--ran foul. Ahab stooped to clear it; he did clear it; but the flying turn caught him round the neck, and voicelessly as Turkish mutes bowstring their victim, he was shot out of the boat, ere the crew knew he was gone. Next instant, the heavy eye-splice in the rope's final end flew out of the stark-empty tub, knocked down an oarsman, and smiting the sea, disappeared in it's depths.
I'll finish by saying that this book is so modern. I read it less like a work of fiction than like a modern work of literary-esque nonfiction. I think of The Perfect Storm, a nonfiction book that maintains a really engaging story while still stuffing the reader full of facts about fishing, the Atlantic Ocean, and what drowning is like. Melville is doing that a century earlier, teaching the reader about whaling while using this story. I think this is especially good in chapters 74 and 75, titled, "The Sperm Whale's Head" and "The Right Whale's Head." He introduces these two anatomy lessons from the point of view of the narrator, Ishmael, on the Pequod, giving a tour to the reader as if you were on the ship with him. The tour happens at that moment only because we have reached a point in the events of the book when the ship has two whales' heads tied to either side. So Ishmael says, "Here, now, are two great whales, laying their heads together; let us join them, and lay together our own," and "as a head of each is this moment hanging from the Pequod's side; and as we may freely go from one to the other, by merely stepping across the deck:--where, I should like to know, will you obtain a better chance to study practical cetology than here?" How can you not love that?! And then he goes on to tell you about how whale bones are used in umbrellas, and how the whales are even philosophers, with the Right Whale being a stoic and the Sperm Whale a Platonian. Truly one of the best books ever written. I get it.
Sunday, April 26, 2026
A Midwife's Tale: The Life of Martha Ballard, Based on Her Diary, 1785-1812 by Laurel Thatcher Ulrich
A Midwife's Tale is a really cool work of scholarship that absolutely masters what would seem like a small task: publicizing and contextualizing the diary of a midwife from 1785-1812. The author's work is so important because it reveals Maine history that was otherwise totally lost and also teaches by example that getting women's perspectives on history can completely change the modern perception of events. In countless instances, Martha Ballard's diary provides completely unique or very different interpretations of events, and sometimes records names and events unrecorded elsewhere.
Martha Ballard seems like an incredible woman. She delivered over 600 babies, and saved countless lives of children and mothers. She crossed frozen rivers and streams, and on one occasion, fell through the ice, and arrived soaking wet and freezing to deliver a baby in December. At the time, women practiced "social childbirth," meaning that as labor got closer to delivery, female relatives and neighbors attended births and assisted the midwives. They would often become midwives themselves after this informal apprenticeship, since it was not infrequent that a midwife would be delayed or called too late to attend the birth. Martha Ballard probably developed her career as a midwife in this way, and the author writes that it is no mistake that Ballard's midwifery picked up more when her daughters were old enough to weave, freeing up her time. Ballard was also a member of one of the last generations of women to engage in this system of social childbirth and midwifery in the United States, as doctors started to take a greater and greater role in childbirth in the 19th century, and midwife's slipped into a role as doctors' assistants.
I thought this passage was particularly good:
To celebrate such a life is to acknowledge the power--and the poverty---of written records. Outside her own diary, Martha has no history. Although she considered herself "the head of the family," a full partner in the management of a household, no independent record of her work survives. It is her husband's name, not hers, that appears in censuses, tax lists, and merchant accounts for her town. She is not listed in Hallowell's poor relief records, though we know she relieved the poor, not in the earliest records of the Augusta First Church, though she was a member. Nor does any extant court records acknowledge the testimony she took from unwed mothers in delivery. Her name appears on a list of witnesses at the North rape trial, but no one, except she, preserved a record of what was said. Henry Sewall mentioned her five times in his diary, four in relation to births and once when she died, but he never explicitly identified her as a midwife or acknowledged paying a fee.
It is incredible to think how a long life can be summed up. She delivered 600 babies, testified in a rape trial of a judge, witnessed the aftermath of a family annihilation-style mass murder, and did so much more in 77 years of life, and all that is left of her is her diary, miraculously-preserved.
Common Sense
Around the same time I finished A Midwife's Tale, I read "Common Sense," by Thomas Paine, which was an extremely good essay, although way more religious than I ever realized. It is totally within the tradition of the other essays I read in the Revolution, although it is really strange to read something written in January 1776, after the war began, but before the Declaration of Independence was written. Of course, this essay gives the best reasons for the necessity of declaring independence.
One thing that I thought was interesting was that Paine is clear on the lack of necessity of government and obviously has a more positive view of men's ability to live in a smaller-government world. He writes in one good line, "the plain truth is that it is wholly owing to the constitution of the people, and not to the constitution of the government that the crown is not as oppressive in England as it is in Turkey." He is also really strong against the English monarchy. He refers to William the Conqueror: "A French bastard landing with an armed banditti and establishing himself king of England against the consent of the natives is, in plain terms, a very paltry rascally original." The part that I knew from the essay, that it is ridiculous for a small island to govern a continent so far away, only shows up wedged in the middle of the long essay, and doesn't take up that much space. But the government Paine proposes is very similar to the government eventually adopted, although I like his idea of having the presidency rotate among the states.
Miscellaneous Facts:
- It isn't surprising that Martha Ballard spelled and punctuated words and sentences more or less randomly. What is interesting, though, is that she used different spellings for the names even of her own family members. That's a very different way of thinking about names before everyone was literate and writing.
- It was not uncommon for Ballard to receive payment for a delivery as much as four years after the fact.
- In the eighteenth century, it was believed that a woman could not lie about the father of her child while in labor, and it was sometimes considered a legal necessity for an unwed woman to declare the father of her child while in childbirth in order to establish which man was legally responsible.
Friday, April 17, 2026
The Shoemaker and the Tea Party: Memory and the American Revolution by Alfred F. Young
After getting big historical and ideological context for the American Revolution, I am honing in on three books addressing three disadvantaged groups of the period: the poor, women, and slaves. This is the first, on the poor, and covers the life and popular discovery of George Twelves Hewes. Hewes was a young man who participated in the Boston Tea Party, and was rediscovered as an old man in 1834, when two books were published about him amidst a reinitiation of interest in the Boston Tea Party.
One complaint about the book is that Hewes is not as important as the book makes him seem, and the premise that the Boston Tea Party had been forgotten and rediscovered, which was teased in the introduction, is revealed by the end to not be true. No one had forgotten the Boston Tea Party. And although the 1830s biographies of Hewes were the first works in print to name the event the "Boston Tea Party," Young's investigation reveals that the term had been used colloquially probably since the event itself, but was only formally referred to as the spilling of the tea in Boston Harbor or something to that effect.
What is interesting is that the spilling of the tea was not commemorated as a holiday for about half a century after the revolution. Boston was dominated by the Federalists, who were more aristocratic and resented the Boston Tea Party and the Boston Massacre as the "wrong" kind of events in the American Revolution, being led by the mob. It was not until Democrats began to dominate the city in the 1820s and 1830s that celebrations of the mass actions became more popular in Jacksonian America. July 4th had taken over all the other Boston commemorations once the war had ended, whereas during the war, Bostonians had celebrated opposition to the Stamp Act on August 14th, the resistance to the Redcoats in 1770 on March 5th, the old Pope's Day celebration of the Gunpowder Plot being foiled on November 5th, and the Tea Party on December 16th. These were all swallowed up into the 4th of July after the war. New public memory was rekindled by the War of 1812, and by Congressional acts that sought to grant pensions to surviving veterans of the Revolutionary War. One such act required veterans to write about their experiences, which created a surge of popular memory about the war. Additionally, Lafayette's visit to America in 1824 spawned more interest, as well as fiftieth anniversary celebrations in that decade. Finally, increased interest came from men like George Twelves Hewes, who were well-understood to be the last exemplars of that generation.
Miscellaneous Facts:
- In the summer of 1768, there were four thousand British soldiers posted in Boston, a town of fewer than sixteen thousand inhabitants. That gives a lot of context to the Revolutionary-era fear of standing armies.
Monday, April 13, 2026
The Radicalism of the American Revolution by Gordon S. Wood
When Franklin was minister to Frace during the Revolutionary War, he issued a document to English explorer Captain Cook protecting him from American depredations at sea during his voyage of 1779. Franklin told all American shop commanders that they must regard all English scientists not as enemies but 'as common friends of Mankind.' When an American captain seized a British ship with some thirty volumes of medical lecture notes, Washington sent them back to England, saying that the United States did not make war on science.
Conclusion
This was another excellent book that taught me about things I didn't even know I didn't know. I came away especially interested in how the Democratic-Republicans, despite essentially being made up of the losers from the fight for ratification of the Constitution, just trounced the Federalists for years and years after Adams was kicked out of the presidency. The country just became much more populist and rekindled the revolutionary spirit after Washington was gone. It was a total social transformation in which gentlemen and aristocrats were ejected from the ruling class. By the middle of the 19th century, the idle leisure that Washington and Jefferson embodied was held in contempt by a massive middle-class that valued hard work. Then, the same principles were applied to slaveholders, another aristocratic class that would lose to the value of hard work.
- Land ownership was completely different in England and the colonies in 1776. At that time, 3/4 of English farmland was owned by noble and gentry landlords, and four hundred families owned a fifth of all land in England. Meanwhile, 2/3 of white American men owned land, while just a fifth of Englishmen owned land.
- Wood writes that young Americans at the end of the 18th century may have used pregnancy to force marriages of their choice rather than their parents'. At that time, between a quarter and a third of all brides were pregnant before their marriage.
- Members of Parliament did not receive salaries until 1911.
Sunday, March 29, 2026
Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy, translated by Constance Garnett
Unfortunately, I did not get this novel like I did War and Peace, so it was a big disappointment. Usually I don't finish books that I don't like, but I finished this one because I thought I was getting it up towards the 2/3 point of the book, and then stopped getting whatever it was. I never really connected to any characters or understood the book. I apologize to myself for wasting my own time.
The book is interesting in the sense that it is a cool historical artifact of the 1870s in Russia, but beyond that, I just didn't connect with it. Apparently it's one of the best books ever written, but I just don't understand why.
Wednesday, March 18, 2026
The Ideological Origins of the American Revolution by Bernard Bailyn
As I continue my learning about 1776 and the American Revolution in the year of its 250th anniversary, I reached this classic of the subject. In addition to The Ideological Origins I was interested in reading Pamphlets of the American Revolution, Bailyn's earlier work that led to writing this one. However, I learned that there is only really one edition and no digital copies readily available, so I settled for this book. I am glad I did, because it was fantastic. But in addition to reading Ideological Origins, I read some of those pamphlets:
- A Discourse concerning Unlimited Submission and Non-Resistance to the Higher Powers - Jonathan Mayhew - 1750
- The Rights of the British Colonies Asserted and Proved - James Otis - 1763
- The Rights of the Colonies Examined - Stephen Hopkins - 1764
- Considerations on the Propriety of Imposing Taxes in the British Colonies, for the Purpose of Raising a Revenue, by Act of Parliament - Daniel Dulany - 1765
- Letters from a Farmer in Pennsylvania - Jonathan Dickinson - 1767-68
- I thought this was interesting. Jonathan Mayhew envisioned future streams of refugees leaving Europe for liberty in America, and asked "who knows?" that "our liberties being thus established, ... on some future occasion ... we or our posterity may even have the great felicity and honor to ... keep Britain herself from ruin," which of course is exactly what happened in WWII.
Saturday, February 21, 2026
Man's Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl
I really liked this book, which has been recommended to me for years, and I'm happy I read it when I did after reading a couple yizkor books, in order to really appreciate it as a yizkor book in its first half, in which Frankl describes his experience in the Holocaust. I was amazed to learn that he wrote the portion about his Holocaust in just nine days in 1945. It is so interesting to have such a great thinker also be a Holocaust survivor, and makes me think how many other great thinkers were murdered in the Holocaust, and left manuscripts unpublished. Like so many others, Frankl feels that his life was decided by forces greater than him. He describes an opportunity to escape, to leave Austria before the Holocaust began, but that he was stuck in a dilemma, unsure whether he should leave, or stay to take care of his elderly parents. He was looking for a sign. He writes:
It was then that I noticed a piece of marble laying on a table at home. When I asked my father about it, he explained that he had found it on the site where the National Socialists had burned down the largest Viennese synagogue. He had taken the piece home because it was part of the tablets on which the Ten Commandments were inscribed. One gilded Hebrew letter was engraved on the piece; my father explained that this letter stood for one of the Commandments. Eagerly I asked, "Which one is it?" He answered, "Honor thy father and thy mother that thy days be long upon the land." At that moment I decided to stay with my father and my mother upon the land, and to let the American visa lapse.
Frankl's book is most interesting because he can address the behaviors of Holocaust victims and survivors from a trained psychological perspective. One interesting aspect was humor: he describes entering showers with several other men, and them joking that at least it was water coming out of the sprays instead of gas. Another was curiosity: at some points, he didn't fear death as much as he was just curious whether he would live or die. Another time, as prisoners were shipped in an overpacked cattle car from Auschwitz through Bavaria, they marveled at the beauty of the mountains they could see through holes and slats in the wooden walls. In camp, they observed beautiful sunrises in th midst of their slavery and torture.
One thing that I think was horrible for survivors was the trauma of dreaming about the Holocaust for the rest of their lives, and how painful it would be to relive that memory. But something less obvious is how painful dreaming would be for those same people as they lived through the Holocaust, since waking up was worse than any nightmare! Frankl describes that, as one time he observed a man writhing around, obviously having a nightmare. But he decided not to wake him, since whatever the nightmare was in the man's sleep would be better than their waking nightmare.
Frankl comes away with several short life lessons that I'll list here:
- The salvation of man is through love and in love.
- From Nietzsche: That which does not kill me, makes me stronger.
- A man's concern, even his despair, over the worthlessness of life is an existential distress but by no means a mental disease.
- Our generation is realistic, for we have come to know man as he really is. After all, man is that being who invented the gas chambers of Auschwitz; however, he is also the being who entered those gas chambers upright, with the Lord's Prayer or the Shema Yisrael on his lips.
- Live as if you were living for the second time and had acted as wrongly the first time as you are about to act now.
- Also Nietzsche: He who has a why to live can bear almost any how.
Sunday, February 15, 2026
Flight to Survival: Wloclawek - Warszawa - Czestochowa ... Eretz Yisrael by Peninah Cypkewicz-Rosin, translated by Sarah and Mordehai Kopfstein, and Josef Rosin
This was my favorite of all the yizkor books I've read, mainly because it continues onward until she makes it to Israel and has a family there, so it is a very happy ending. In her memoir, Peninah recalls how no one had any idea in 1940 and even 1941 what was in store--it was generally thought that there would be pogroms and killings here and there, but no one at the time imagined the scale of slaughter that was coming. Peninah arrived to Czenstochowa at the end of 1941, about a year and a half after my grandpa's family. She says that Czenstochowa had a population of about 28,000 in 1939, of which one in five were Jewish. When she arrived, the Judenrat was already up and running, and the ghetto was still physically open to the rest of the city, and while it was forbidden for Poles to stop and shop at Jewish stores in the ghetto, that rule was often broken.
Like my grandfather, Peninah attributes so much of her reason for survival on luck. In one case, she was at selection on September 22nd, 1942, when she was un-selected as "not needed," Yet moments later, Degenhart, the commander of the "action," called her back and said to the SS man that perhaps they would need her. It was impossible for Jews to understand what was real and what wasn't. Around the time of her selection, Peninah recalls that the Jewish intelligentsia were gathered and told that a deal had been reached to send them to Israel. Instead, they were taken to the Jewish cemetery and shot.
The most amazing part of the book for me was Peninah's description of an event I already knew about from my grandfather. He had told us about how he had been digging a tunnel through a bunker to reach outside the walls of the ghetto. But that while he was at work with his brothers, the Germans surrounded the Jews in the bunker, who tried to use the tunnel. The Germans knew about it and were waiting at the other end, where they massacred the Jews as they came through the tunnel. Peninah provides a date for that event: June 25, 1945, as the ghetto was liquidated. She even writes the address of the bunker: Nadzhechna 88. Apparently, Avraham Zilberstein told Peninah that 40 people had gathered in the bunker and planned to throw a grenade at the Nazis while others escaped through the tunnel to the Polish side of town that connected into a deserted shop near a German sentry post, which they would then attack, taking the sentries' guns and break into the ghetto and set everything on fire. But at about mid-day, after the day shift and the night shift switched, the Germans came and killed nearly everyone involved in the plan. This is detailed on pages 88-90 and 137. On the earlier pages, she writes:
On June 25, 1943, Germans surrounded the ghetto. This was preceded by two weeks of tension, alarms and standbys in the underground. On that morning a standby and call up of the members had also been declared. About 40 people gathered in the central bunker at Nadzhechna No 88. The plan, according to Avraham Zilberstein ... was that in case of an Action or detection of the bunker, the Germans were to be stopped by throwing a grenade at them. At the same time we were to get into the passage and crawl through the tunnel to its exit at the Polish side of the town that was camouflaged in a deserted shop of light drinks near the house of the German sentry post. We were to then attach the post by taking the sentries guns, and breaking through into the ghetto from the outside, setting fire to everything possible and urging the ghetto population to escape....
Suddenly, at about 10:00 AM, we heard footsteps and knocks at the door above. It was clear the Germans were looking for the entrance to the bunker. Tenson was great and we waited to see what the Germans' next step would be, but then at 11:00 AM it became quiet. Our guards reported that the workers from the nightshift had entered the ghetto, the dayshift went out to work, and that the Germans had left. We were relieved and waited until 1:30 PM, at which time the standby state was cancelled."
At that point, Peninah describes hearing the outcry from her point of view, and picks it up from the action in the bunker on page 137 from the point of view of Avraham Silberstein:
He said that on June 25th and 26th of 1943, the day of the liquidation of the Small Ghetto, one group of underground members went to the bunker at Garncharska St. 40. Their plan was to leave through the tunnel in this bunker, to the polish side, and then continue on to the partisans in Konitspol. Avraham was in that group. When, after crawling to the outside, he suddenly heard shots. At that moment he realized they had been betrayed and that the Germans knew all about the exit of the tunnel and were waiting for them. Since he was last in line, he stayed put, clinging to the wall beneath the exit, so that the Germans could not see him. They also lit up the tunnel and shot into it, but fortunately Avraham was not hurt.
Outside a battle raged with unequal forces with most of the underground members killed. In that battle one German was killed and a few wounded. Only one member of the group managed to escape to Konitspol under a smoke screen from a grenade he threw. Avraham stayed in the tunnel until he was sure that the Germans had left and then went out to the Polish side and continued to Zharky."
My grandfather said the following about the same tunnels:
... so me and my brothers and some other people were very seriously considering to dig in a big tunnel, and this was a long tunnel, so went into another house where the other people lived, and went in downstairs, in the cellar, and we started to dig a tunnel. We had no--we're not prepared to dig tunnels. We needed materials to support the earth, and that they're done. And we dug pail by pail of sand every time we came home from work, at first, we went to HASAG every day to work until they made it permanent. So whenever we came home from work, after an afternoon, we went into the--or Sunday or Saturday, dig the tunnel. We dig the tunnel, and we hoped that when we have the tunnel finished, if something happens, we knew that sooner or later, they're going to liquidate it. They're going to liquidate that ghetto. So when we find out that they're going to liquidate the ghetto, we were going to start make use of that tunnel. That tunnel led us to what's more, called the manhole, you know, was covered with a [garbled].
So when we heard that they're going to liquidate together, we're going to do that. In the meantime, they got a hold of us, and they put us into the HASAG to work. But when they liquidated the ghetto later, after we were already at work, we heard from other people that came later, that other people made use of that tunnel, not us. But everyone that was in a tunnel, the Nazis were standing with a machine gun from the distance, and didn't say nothing, and they made everybody come out bang, like rats coming out from the tunnel everybody was killed. Had we not been stuck, put to work there first, maybe I wouldn't be talking to you today. You could never plan nothing you didn't know. So luck played for us in this way, you can call it.
The summer of 1943 would mean the end of the Jewish ghetto and the transfer of all Jews to concentration camps, including Hasag, also located in Czestochowa. On July 20, 1943, all the Jewish policemen and their families were taken to the Jewish cemetery and murdered.
Peninah was transferred to Hasag, where my grandfather was forced to work, and also described Director Luth as a more or less decent man. He apparently stopped the prisoners from being forced to wear striped pajamas like in other camps, and that conditions were bad, but better than in other camps. She describes different departments of the camp on pages 97-98. Unlike my grandfather, Peninah was lucky to be liberated from Czestochowa instead of deported into Germany. However, they both would have experienced the arrival of SS men weeks before liberation who took everyone out to run around the yard several times each morning, and generally escalated the mistreatment of the prisoners.
Saturday, February 7, 2026
American Revolutions: A Continental History, 1750 - 1804 by Alan Taylor
- The Seven Years' War brought British national debt from 74 million pounds to 133 million pounds, and servicing the debt in the mid-1760s cost five million of the empire's annual eight million pound budget.
- In 1764, the British Empire transferred smuggling cases from colonial courts to vice-admiralty courts, which took away jury trials that regularly favored the accused.
- I thought this was a good quote from the loyalist perspective, Mather Byles, 1774: "Which is better--to be ruled by one tyrant three thousand miles away or by three thousand tyrants not a mile away?"
- The English landed on Staten Island on July 2nd, 1776, and brought enough ships over the coming years to require participation of half the Royal Navy, two-thirds of the British army, and 8,000 Hessian mercenaries.
- The women who were camp followers of the Continental Army actually drew rations and pay and were subject to court-martial.
- Deborah Sampson used a fake name to serve for nearly two years in the Continental Army before she was discovered after being wounded. She later got a veteran's pension (paid to her husband) and publicly reenacted her time in uniform to make money later in life.
- In January 1778, Washington boosted recruitment, which was faltering, by endorsing plans to recruit the enslaved in New England states (this plan was stopped in the South), and by the end of the war, Blacks made up a tenth of the Continental Army, double the rate of proportion in the northern population. Southern states considered and shot down similar plans.
- Rhode Island remained independent until Congress barred its trade with the United States in May 1790.
- The early American republic had one of the highest literacy rates in the world with about three-quarters of free American adults being literate. There was just one American magazine in 1785, but 28 in 1795. There were 100 American newspapers in 1790 and nearly 400 by 1810. There were 69 post offices in 1788 and 903 by 1700.
- In 1807, Thomas Jefferson said, "Nothing can now be believed which is seen in a newspaper... The man who never looks into a newspaper is better informed than he who reads them."
- In New Jersey, women who owned property had the right to vote from 1776 until 1807, when Democratic-Republicans rewrote the law.
Sunday, February 1, 2026
The Destruction of Czestochowa by Shlomo Waga, edited and translated by Gloria Berkenstat Freund
This one was not as good as Resistance and Death, but as a yizkor book, it is just a memoir of someone's time, so my criticism is not with what their memories were, it is just that Resistance and Death had several authors, whereas Destruction was just one person's memory. Some things that I thought were interesting were descriptions of ID cards for Jews, Gypsies, and Poles, the five aktsias in September-October 1942, and the description of a Jew named Fajner initiating resistance in 1943 that led to the liquidation of the ghetto. Also, I am noting that certain individuals like Degenhardt, Linderman, and Kurland are mentioned by many people, and it might be interesting to compile a "who's who" list of notable people in the ghetto.
Saturday, January 31, 2026
The Odyssey by Homer, translated by Emily Wilson
I was shocked at how much I disliked The Odyssey after reading The Iliad. As a kid, I loved Odysseus and the children's version of The Odyssey with pictures. I never had that much exposure to The Iliad besides the movie, Troy. But reading both of them now, I liked The Iliad way more. I think that the most interesting parts of The Odyssey, the tricking of the cyclops, the passing between Scylla and Charybdis, are actually just way shorter as parts of the book than I realized. A huge amount of the book takes place back in Ithaca before and after Odysseus' return.
The best part of the book was really Emily Wilson's introduction, which artfully explains the history of the composition of The Odyssey, the Greek Epic Cycle, the importance of these works to the Greeks themselves and the Western canon, and how she translated it. Her introduction to The Iliad was equally good. I came away liking Odysseus less than I did when I enjoyed the children's book version of The Odyssey. He's not quite as heroic in the modern sense. End of the day, it's still a good story, and an interesting view into the world of the Ancient Greeks.
Crucible of War: The Seven Years' War and the Fate of Empire in British North America 1754-1766 by Fred Anderson
- In 1756, it cost nearly sixpence a milt to move a two-hundred-weight barrel of beef from Albany to Lake George, but by the end of 1757, the same barrel only cost less than twopence a mile on the same route. This illustrates the massive development efforts on roads into the frontier during the war.
- I'm pretty sure "habanero" like the pepper also means it comes from Havana a.k.a. Habana.